In a recent revelation that I had, I realised that I'm becoming more and more vague. Whilst in the past it was due to me being annoying, now its just due to the fact that I cant be bothered explaining stuff anymore. Either that or I find the truth kinda boring.
As a result, I supposedly seem very mysterious, or tend to talk a lot of crap... I dont know whether its a good thing or not.
The dullness of doing research is finally getting to me. I work all day and get through 10 records! 10!!! you know how long it'd take me if I was fully paying attention? Maybe 2-3 hrs at the most!!! But due to MR being so slow, I tend to go through at my own fairly slow pace...
Also on that note, it IS mind numbingly boring, so i tend to distract myself on the net and look stuff up and go have coffee with ppl...
Which brings us to HER... in a suprising turn of events... it seems that she was not talking to me as she feared I hated her... which was partially true. Due to a gesture of good-will, some semblence of a balance has re-emerged. However, I fear that it may already be being tipped to one side too soon. Plans are already underway to spend time alone - A sign that history may, indeed, repeat itself.
One wonders in these times whether an old dog CAN learn new tricks, and just HOW old does a dog have to be before he cant?
Also... where are all the other attractive vixens?? (notice the evasion of the word "bitch" I feel too much like a homie) I mean surely in a planet of 8 billion, which leaves approximately 4 billion of the opposite gender, there would be someone I would like/they would like me back? right? Is it a private joke on God's part? Putting us at polar opposites of the world?? (I'd much rather be me... for by my calculations, if the previous statement were true, she would be in the arctic circle)
But alas, before I fall into the chasm of self-pity, I do remind myself that I am only 20... and that there is over 200 ppl to meet next yr and also that the world is over populated and one less person becoming closer to procreating is possibly a good thing.
Alas my time is up for yet another day... but for those interested in the car chase...
tough!
I cbf!! tune in next time!!! =P
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