So it begins...
In exactly 9 days, I by this time of night, I will have done my presentation - a testament of what I have achieved this year. It will involve the completion (atleast in my head) of my current phase of the project, the mental notes of the thesis and generally, everything that my life has revolved around for the last year (sad that I can't say it was girls, sex, drugs or anything that "cool").
And hence, here I am... procastinating, but also realising the beginning of that crescendo... Starting slowly, my stress levels are increasing exponentially. Every time I finish a stats test, another is needed, or I don't understand it. Everytime I draw a graph, a table, a diagram, something else pops up that requires attention...
And at the end of it all, I have to do this all again! My data set isnt even complete! Fucking surgeons!!!!!!!
So in mustering all the motivation I have, and ...well... lack of logic, I have decided to atleast finish some semblence of my results section by tonight. That's right... TONIGHT! Tomorrow should herald the start of the discussion and the end of the first draft. Then on tuesday, I have to do it all over again, with new data, with new graphs, and on top of that - I will be tutoring once again: my students are back from holidays!
*sigh*
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