why life sux...

After having spent the better part of the year, wading through patient files, chasing surgeons (probably have better luck chasing the sun), and trying to acquire CT's to interpret, I finally have some pre-liminary data. Its preliminary coz, again, surgeons are way to busy to RETURN A FUCKING FORM!!! Man, it requires maybe 30 mins of work? I understand they're busy, but wtf? It's been 2 WEEKS!

*Sigh*

Upon analysing preliminary data, the second, more horrific conclusion draws near. My results may not be valid. From the breif amounts of time I've spent in Stata generating K-M curves and life tables and sts tests, most have a P value of... oh, i dont know 0.40!!!! The one gleaming time I THOUGHT I had something significant (p=0.002!!!!) was when I included a variable that wasn't the exact outcome variable in question (my project is looking purely at graft failure/re-intervention, but if I include deaths post-op as well as failure and define that as failure, then my P value goes through the roof!)

But alas, I cant do that, coz thats not the scope of my thesis. So I must wade through shit data, without really understanding what I'm doing and all of this may amount to... nothing! NOT A FUCKING THING!

Anyways, venting done =D

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think you could probably put that in as part of your thesis.
I would.
Then again, I might put your data in as part of my thesis, but only the good stuff. You can keep the crap. Please send me your SPSS file =).


Guess.

that odd guy said...

You know... I have no idea who you are.. but if you check here, do let me know... I have no idea who is doing crap that is remotely the same as mine...